Thursday, 29 May 2008

Before I Forget...

Yeah, my facebook account is my full name:

That's "Ciaran Healy" to the uninformed.

There are a few Ciaran Healys on facebook.

I'm the pretty one.

Add me.

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

Is this community fallout thing for real or a preliminary step in marketing your return?

Ciaran said...

Yes, this is a "Vince-McMahon-from-the-WWE" inspired tiff that will presage my glorious return into the dark and twisted world of pickup.

I'm going to be wearing a lycra costume and everything.

Chyna will be there.

It's gonna be a blast.

mzzarh said...
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Anonymous said...

hey cairan,

hope your feeling a bit better...

i m just wondering since your on an honesty tip right now.

can you clear things up... the apocalypse opener how much of that post is real? and same goes for the shock and awe part 1.

cheers man...

Ciaran said...

"Anonymous said...

hey cairan,

hope your feeling a bit better..."

I am, man. I am.

Truth is, it's when I feel the worst that I'm actually getting better. It's very easy for me to fall into arrogant and exaggerated postures that exist only to feed my ego.

It's a tragic thing, and it's very true. I've started to realise just how little of every day I actually spend in productive work. Most of the time I'm just thinking about how clever I am, or how I've repented and now I'm on track or any one of a million different things that make me feel like the man.

I have really indulged some deep addictions in myself and the worst one is not the addiction to sex, nor even to seduction, but the addiction to pride.

I am a very prideful man. And this makes me weak and ineffective. And I can only see this for a few moments at a time. I pray that I will be healed of this in time. Until I am I'm no good to anyone.

This is fucked, guys. You don't want this.

"i m just wondering since your on an honesty tip right now.

Shoot from the hip.

"can you clear things up... the apocalypse opener how much of that post is real? and same goes for the shock and awe part 1."

It was all true. Every word.

"cheers man..."

No problem.

Anonymous said...

Ciaran-

I've read your posts since mASF. I immediately thought you brilliant and likely mad. Having been quite mad myself for a spell, I liked you instantly.

Listen to me. There are only three people I've ever known that I considered intelligent and self-aware enough to benefit from the advice I'm about to give.

Two of them couldn't understand it; the third had his life changed forever.

Go NOW to amazon. Find "Zen and the Psychology of Transformation: The Supreme Doctrine" by Hubert Benoit. Buy it.

It is the best book ever written on Zen.

Fucking Aldous Huxley wrote the forward.

It is not an easy book. It makes reading Tolle look like a game of patty-cake.

I have studied this book for 10 years. I will continue to study it for the rest of my life. It has repaid my effort. May it do the same for you.